Tuesday September 6, 2022
I swear this year is flying the fuck by. Like where did the time go y'all tell me because shit! Anyway HEYYYY I miss you guys. I woke up with a lot on my mind so I just knew I had to get on here and get to running my mouth. Nothing negative other than this terrible gloomy ass weather. I am not even ready for the winter to get here, cold weather is not for me. I need to be somewhere where I can wear my booty shirts all year round.
Any way I am at work doing nothing at all and wanting to go home so bad. I really do like that I work where I live this is definitely a luxury. I feel like I have my own personal office, I come down here and use the supplies cause I can do that! I am currently searching for another job because even though this job allows for me to sustain I need money so that I can get all these visons out my head. It makes me anxious to have to sit on all these projects but they are coming together and I promise you all will be seeing them real soon. I don't care if I have to starve for a week and drink water for dinner, these visons are going to be brought into fruition honey. No but I am super excited for everything soon to come. I've been realizing how extremely blessed I am to be in the position I'm in. Being able to live and create, It feels good and though I want more, more money, more time, more connections I am learning to trust this journey. Yeah I know how cliché it sounds but I am serious. Living in the future does nothing but stress me out and make me feel rushed. Knowing that everything I want is going to come to me is all I need and I will continue to work planning, getting ready for my future all while enjoying the present.