Cleveland to Atlanta

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Y'all it's official I am finally here!! Now I know it's been a while, shit honestly I don't even remember the last conversation we had together. That's sad as fuck I know. I owe it to y'all I really do so today I'm going to catch y'all ALL THE WAY UP!! I have made a drastic change in my life. literally uprooted and brought my little teeny bopper ass to Atlanta. You like what bitch? Why Atlanta? Well the answer is for film. I know I told you all before my hope, dream and desire is to be a famous screenwriter/ producer. Atlanta being one out of three major productions hubs I thought it would be a great idea for me to migrate here to gain experience and connections. SO YA BITCH IS HERE! Currently I am living very below lux, but I am still hella grateful. I figured I would be a little uncomfortable for a little while once I got here. I never imagined how uneasy and anxious it would make me feel. Now y'all know I'm a surface level boujee bitch. Meaning I enjoy having my appointments every two weeks, nails, hair, wax etc.. I like to shop and do brunch from time to time you feel me, but since arriving here my ass has been on a total cleanse of everything I love to do. Though it's a tad bit depressing I am keeping the end goal in mind so these sacrifices have to be made.

The first day I arrived I was woking on a set with MTV. This was super exciting for me, to start working as a set production assistant. I gained a couple connects and hopefully will be able to work for them again. A lot of these film jobs tend to be temporary gigs so although working those days gained me some experience, I didn't make enough to pay my damn rent. So what I do y'all? I set out to apply for more jobs within film that's what the fuck I did! My ass still has yet to find one * rolling eyes real slow. As I continue to be patient I know that I will have to temporarily work a job so that I'm able to save not only for my rent and bills but for these projects I am trying to bring to life. I want to be very intentional but I will say it is hard to find genuine people in this world but we knew that.

Shit I've been thinking about saying fuck it and finding me a sugar daddy but I'm not down to give up no sugar so that won't work * shrugs. Neither here nor there I have ran across a couple people who work in the industry. Though I have their contact information I am not sure exactly what they do within film. I know i'm a little slow it's just hard for me to connect with people at times because my energy is so easily drained. Don't come for me I know it's time for me to boss the fuck up so i'm going to work on it. Any way I met a couple bullshit artists too. Niggas who just want to take away your time with personal plans of destroying. I am making this shit very clear, I DO NOT NEED HELP FROM NOBODY if it's going to cost me my time, energy, pussy and soul! I only want genuine friends, go getter friends, film friends , and maybe a couple silent donators das it!

xoxo

Lulu

RIH Auntie Crystal